I'm just going to be flat out honest . . . I'm having a rough night emotionally. I'm basically throwing myself a pity party.
A friend's daughter was injured in an accident at home over the weekend and I just can't stop praying for her and her family right now.
On top of that I've been doing a lot of introspection and most of it hasn't been good. The truth is I just wish I could wave some sort of magic wand and have all my shortcomings, failures and idiosyncrasies vanish. Those qualities I don't like about myself and that others don't either . . . I want them GONE.
I guess the truth is I've been thinking a lot about my relationship troubles with friends and family and don't know how to fix what's "wrong" with me. I don't even know specifically what's wrong---I just know something is and I want it changed.
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